I barely have time to grieve. I often feel like sitting on the floor and crying my heart out, but I have children who depend on me, who look up to me, who need me to carry on and give them a normal life.

I barely have time to grieve. I often feel like sitting on the floor and crying my heart out, but I have children who depend on me, who look up to me, who need me to carry on and give them a normal life.
Exactly a year ago today, I spent my entire Saturday with my mom. I was trying to make up for all the days I was busy with work and with my little children that I couldn't be there with her long enough. So I freed up my entire Saturday to be with her. She was …